29 October, 2007
why is it that shit always happen to me on the year of important exams huh. like Olevel year, lost my mom. then now, like a few days before As i have to deal with my brother's problems. urgh. studying last minute doesnt always pay off and he got what he deserved i guess. failed almost all his subject and got retained. BUT the school's policy doesnt allow foreign students to repeat so now he, or rather me, have to go and search for a new school that's willing to take him in. and the worst thing is that the teacher told me its best to do it before the sch hols officially starts, which is like 16 nov. guess when my papers end? 15 ok. how shitty is that?!?!??!
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everyone kept telling me that i shouldnt be worrying abt these things now, but seriously, who else would if i dont huh. i cant fall back on anyone here. but at least my dad says he'll come next week so i guess i can concentrate on studying then. thanks for the listening ear and advices jess, yuanyu, don, anne, nat, steffi and xianyao. i'm fine now cos the tears has been flowing like a waterfall these 2 days. stressed pls.
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ok, back to studying and looking up school numbers for my brother. i hope everything will work out.
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